Slapsgiving

I have no idea what this title is, but Fae continues saying it, so therefore it must be great. Anywho, I'm trying to get in a better rut with updating this thing-a-ling, but it is still a very arduous task. At this point in the semester, I am starting to freak out. This whole Middlesex thing is driving me crazy since I can't pay for anything because they don't take credit cards yet they somehow expect me to send them payments while I am in the States. They are just going to have to wait until I get over there to get their money. :/ I am starting to get ansy that there is still so much to do until January when I leave (43 days) and prior to that I am going to Panama (18days). And then in addition to that, finals are so soon and I am so unprepared for them. :/ Anyways, it will get done, its just my list seems to continue to longer even though I am taking things off. It is sometimes very disconcerting to see the list, but it is going in the right direction.

I know that this trip is the right decsion, but I can't help but think that I should have maybe done it this fall instead of spring, but w/e. It is done with now, so I shouldn't even think about what happened in the past.

Onto a more amazing subject, the AMAs were this weekend and Adam Lambert's performance was definitely was risque but I do not understand this backlash he is getting? Britney and Madonna can make out and can give MTV unheard of ratings, yet he grabs his crotch (like MJ) and makes out with a dude and there is people saying it is the end of the world. WTFizzle? People just seem to want to find something to complain about as of late. Nothing is good enough for them to not talk about negatively. Well, I can say this. After his performance, I went and downloaded his album, so I think it was effective. I 'm a fan of the Glambert and his album is totally trancy/glam rock which is something I really dont like but somewhere along the way, it comes off really cool. Another amazing album came out yesterday was Lady Gaga's The Fame Monster which is so effing amazing, I don't even understand how she does it. I mean the clothes and how she acts is totally crazy, but I just love her for it.

But for now, that is it toaster strudels.

I just want you to wrap your arms around me and tell me everything's going to be okay. You honestly don't know how much you miss someone until they're gone.